Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Life lately

When I got back into the swing of blogging I meant to do a little "hey this is what I've been up to since I last blogged!" sort of post and then kind of forgot about it until now. My life has completely changed since I was last blogging in June and I am such a different person - that person I wanted to be back then? I am actually becoming her now. And that is AWESOME! 

So, here's a little bit of what my life has been like lately...

It took a while. A LONG while, for me to figure out exactly what to do with my life. Part of the struggle was being unhappy personally, and another part of the struggle was not being at the right school for me. Right now I am back at Salem State and am once again a Criminal Justice major. I honestly regret leaving the major and the school in the first place, but I also know I would not appreciate the program I am in if I didn't go out and see what my other options were. Salem is where I belong, and is absolutely worth the 45 minute drive (when there isn't traffic, that is...) 4 days a week. 

My course load is heavy. A lot of my assignments are opinion based on fact, and you can't find the answers in any text book. These are the kinds of assignments I thrive on, but they are incredibly time consuming and difficult. Knowing that finishing this degree will actually pave my way in a career I love and isn't just something to do because people tell me I have to has really been pushing me harder than ever before, and its so much more rewarding. I love it!

I definitely want to get more into what i want to do with my life and why, but that's at least one other post of its own. I'm really excited about it and definitely want to share, so be looking out for that if you're interested in that kind of post.

I got a new job in November as a Beauty Advisor at ULTA and can honestly say I love my job and going to work every single day. Sometimes it can be really overwhelming and stressful, and I still have a lot to learn. But every shift I get more and more comfortable. I will never be that person who can throw on a killer sales pitch to sell an product I know nothing about, but I like to think I'm pretty awesome at giving great customer service and I absolutely LOVE talking about makeup with people! I especially love when I can help people who have the same kind of skin sensitivities as I do. In the past month or so I've had several customers ask questions specific to eczema and one who had a soy allergy as well. Half the time I end up learning something from them as well, and it rarely feels like work.

Beauty is something that I've really developed a passion for and hope to talk about a lot more on this blog. It's something that took me out of a pretty bad personal slump and really helped make me the person I am today, as vein as that probably sounds to some people. I;m obviously in school for something completely unrelated to beauty - I have other plans for myself and have no visions of a career in the beauty industry, but I feel really fortunate that I can work in a field I have a true passion for at the age of 22 and I'm gaining so much experience I can take with me to any career or field.

Health + Fitness.
The gym and eating right I are becoming best friends again. In September my grandfather passed away and while I didn't realize it at all at the time, I can look back and see that it really took a toll on my health. I stopped eating as great as I had been over the summer and started drinking more. I typically enjoy my wine or a few margaritas about once or twice a month, so twice a week? Yeah, that didn't sit so hot with my body. Same with icky foods I technically only have an intolerance for but when I throw in the towel, say "fuck it" and just eat whatever I want, it becomes a much bigger problem that is out of control before I know it.

As much as I know that certain foods don't agree with my body, I really tend to push my limits as much as I can. And I'll do fine for awhile, before it all comes crashing. That isn't fun. So, I'm taking better care of myself now and telling myself that that will be the last time I fall off the wagon. The physical and emotional toll on my body when I eat gluten and soy is just bad. Really really bad. 

During that same time, I lost my running stamina. Which just sucks. A lot. But I've gotten myself back into the groove of things. Obviously, February in New England is not the time to be running outside, so the gym has been getting a lot of love from me. Typically, I do my cardio at the gym but strength training at home, just because that's out it works out best with my schedule. We have a full rack of dumbbells from 5-50 lbs at my house and a weight bench plus a slew of medicine balls, workout bands, and other fun exercise goodies. I also try and get to a Pilates class once a week, although its been hard lately between classes cancelled due to the snow and picking up extra hours at work. 

Health and fitness are other topics I love learning more about and really miss blogging about it. It's so helpful for me when I am feeling discouraged about my progress to look back and see how far I have actually come - I need to see the visuals and read how rewarding it was to reach all of those goals!

In general, I can honestly say I've been really happy lately. I have a feeling 2014 is going to be my year. I wouldn't say I have it all together, because that's far from being true, but I can say I am so, so happy with what my life is currently. I love my job and I love school. I finally had the courage to say "peace out" to people I allowed to hurt me for years and have gotten so close to people I pushed to the side for reasons I wish I knew. I am surrounded by so many healthy relationships and am finding myself climbing out of my comfort zone more and more.

It's really incredible what can come from a healthier, happier mind. And I am so glad to be able to enjoy this time of my life and I'm even more glad to be back blogging all about it :)

1 comment:

Samantha @ Life is But a Stream of Thoughts said...

I'm so happy for you. It sounds like you've been doing really well! I hope this continues for you! This year has been such a great one!